I haven't seen sunlight in what I'm convinced the past five days. It's either been overcast or pouring down rain from black skies. With a fuck it attitude I finally got my roll of film done. So I'll stop bitching about it now. Today was actually pretty good. I mean school was school. But something felt different. I can only this trend follows into next week. I had an awesome dream last night. I'm not planning on elaborating on it. It's kind of personal. And brought up some feelings I'm a little more than confused by. I don't know if that's the right word. Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance is getting really good. It doesn't necessarily make you want to go out and change some aspect of your life. But definitely gets you thinking. Which I can appreciate. Currently craving a late night coffee run, deep conversation, and neon lights against a faintly lit sky.
I feel like I'm slowly drifting from them. I hope I'm not. I want this to work out. I really do. But it gets so difficult at times. I'm better with face to face interaction. I've kept it up since July though. I can tough it out a little longer. It's worth waiting for.
While we're here. Let's see what happens...
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