I hope you feel the way I do.

During the beginning of an informal facebook conversation where once again I placed the topic on myself I came to realize where my emotions lie. Lately I've been on the fence. With anything good or bad pushing my mood in that direction. And I think right now there are so many factors in my life contributing to where my mood will lie. I'm scared of the future. Regretting the past. Excited for change. And happy to meet new people. There's been no in the middle. I'm either bad because I think they don't feel the same way or happy because they tell me they do. Of course it always comes down to relationships right? Yes. Well either way I'll just have to wait it out. I can only hope for the best. And expect the worst.