Attraction is easy.

It's when the feelings settle in and take over your every thought when thing's start to get complicated. I talked to them. Like old times. Compliments and sweet nothings the like. I don't know what I'm going to do if it ends. I don't know if I have enough left in me for that.

It's been a slow night. Putting off school work. Burning incense, drinking cranberry juice, and watching Ciao Manhattan tapes. It makes you realize how insignificant your life is. It doesn't start until you live under the city lights and soak in everything around you. I can't wait for it.